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“I’m back…back in the saddle again.” The famous line from Aerosmith’s “Back in the Saddle Again” rings through my head as I write this.
I’ve been back in the saddle since my fateful slip on Day 14. While it amazed me how much fatter I felt after just one binge, it’s equally amazing how much thinner I feel a few days later. I’ve been back in control four days now and it’s going well. I think I scared myself straight.
One of the lessons I learned this last week was that all work and no play makes Helen a very bored girl. And a bored girl left alone with a tray of really good brownies and a bag of M&Ms is apt to find a way to entertain herself.
Another valuable insight I discovered is that:
Like earthquakes, we can feel binges coming on. The stress builds – your control cracks – more stress builds – more cracks appear – then wham! Earthquake (or binge, as it were). We need to recognize the pre-shocks and find ways around them.
I am no less stressed than I was last week. I am no less tired. In fact, I am still feeling like I am fighting some virus. Usually when I am “fighting something off,” or sick, I give myself license to eat. However, I am a still a woman on a mission – to fit into my pants. They are all a size too small.
I stepped on the scale this morning and sure enough – it has not changed. Interesting for me to note that little tidbit. As someone who blasted through 82 pounds in 10 months in 2003/2004, the fact that I have lost 1.5 pounds in 18 days is kind of discouraging. However, I am not giving up.
Time to Re-Assess
Last time I embarked on a weight loss journey I was 37 years old. I am turning 44 in a week. I am discovering that my body is indeed playing dirty little tricks on me.
I need to outsmart my body because the old ways don’t work now. How will I do that? By trying different variables – seeing what works for me NOW, versus what worked for me THEN. Everything is possible – when you find the right combination.
My older body is probably using sugars (like from carbs) than it was, yet I am eating the same amount of them. This week I am making a concerted effort to cut back on breads/grains (but not cut them out), especially in the evening. This is very hard for a carboholic like me. I start every morning with oatmeal. It’s the reason I get out of bed every morning, so that one stays. The others…they are negotiable.
Water. I dislike drinking water because I don’t like to use the restroom all day long. My doctor told me that I need to eat some naturally saltier foods to retain some of this water. I already do that, but I am going to see if I can add something (EmergenC or 100% fruit juice splash) to my water and to try to retain any more of it. It seems like 1 cup in = 4 cups out and I am getting very irritated.
More vegetables. I will eat more deeply colored veggies. Sounds like it makes sense, I know, but it’s harder than it looks. I love low fat frozen pizza, for example, and Lean Pockets. High on carbohydrates, low on vegetables. So I can take a whole grain pita pocket instead and stuff it with veggies, throw a bit of low fat cheese inside and microwave it for a bit – making a high-fiber, high-vegetable pizza pocket of my own.
Move my body more. Yes, I know I teach Spinning, and it’s incredibly demanding. I lift weights, too, though I have been petering out a bit on that. The rest of the day, though, I sit in front of the computer, writing or designing, and I don’t move. That’s not a good thing. So this week my goal is to add a little bit of exercise at the opposite time of my usually structure exercise (i.e. if I teach in the morning I will need to do something moderate later in the day or in the evening). Keep my metabolism hopping. Hop, hop, like a bunny (we rarely see fat bunnies out in nature, now do we?)
That’s my plan.
Onward and forward.
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Is it harder for you to lose weight now that you are older than it was when you were younger?
7 hours of sleep.
1 hour of Spinning.
- Oatmeal with flax seeds, walnut silvers and 60% cocoa chips – breakfast
- Mocha Frappe Light (again, loaded with chemical sweetener – ugh) – snack
- More coffee with bad-for-you nondairy creamer – snack
- Boca Burger with green beans and low fat cheese – lunch
- Apple – snack
- String cheese – snack.
- I forgot dinner. Oops.